第 10 节
作者:爱之冰点      更新:2021-02-19 20:34      字数:6189
  clasping of her hands。
  〃Poor; dear; blessed gentleman;〃 she murmured; 〃is he dying?〃
  〃Possibly。  How long has he been thus?〃
  〃Since a certain night he passed ten days ago。  I came up in the
  morning to make his poor bed; and found him sitting up in his clothes
  before that great canvas he keeps there。  Poor; dear; strange man; he
  says his prayers to it!  He had not been to bed; nor since then;
  properly!  What has happened to him?  Has he found out about the
  Serafina?〃 she whispered; with a glittering eye and a toothless grin。
  〃Prove at least that one old woman can be faithful;〃 I said; 〃and
  watch him well till I come back。〃  My return was delayed; through the
  absence of the English physician; who was away on a round of visits;
  and whom I vainly pursued from house to house before I overtook him。
  I brought him to Theobald's bedside none too soon。  A violent fever
  had seized our patient; and the case was evidently grave。  A couple
  of hours later I knew that he had brain fever。  From this moment I
  was with him constantly; but I am far from wishing to describe his
  illness。  Excessively painful to witness; it was happily brief。  Life
  burned out in delirium。  One night in particular that I passed at his
  pillow; listening to his wild snatches of regret; of aspiration; of
  rapture and awe at the phantasmal pictures with which his brain
  seemed to swarm; comes back to my memory now like some stray page
  from a lost masterpiece of tragedy。  Before a week was over we had
  buried him in the little Protestant cemetery on the way to Fiesole。
  The Signora Serafina; whom I had caused to be informed of his
  illness; had come in person; I was told; to inquire about its
  progress; but she was absent from his funeral; which was attended by
  but a scanty concourse of mourners。  Half a dozen old Florentine
  sojourners; in spite of the prolonged estrangement which had preceded
  his death; had felt the kindly impulse to honour his grave。  Among
  them was my friend Mrs。 Coventry; whom I found; on my departure;
  waiting in her carriage at the gate of the cemetery。
  〃Well;〃 she said; relieving at last with a significant smile the
  solemnity of our immediate greeting; 〃and the great Madonna?  Have
  you seen her; after all?〃
  〃I have seen her;〃 I said; 〃she is mineby bequest。  But I shall
  never show her to you。〃
  〃And why not; pray?〃
  〃My dear Mrs。 Coventry; you would not understand her!〃
  〃Upon my word; you are polite。〃
  〃Excuse me; I am sad and vexed and bitter。〃  And with reprehensible
  rudeness I marched away。  I was excessively impatient to leave
  Florence; my friend's dark spirit seemed diffused through all things。
  I had packed my trunk to start for Rome that night; and meanwhile; to
  beguile my unrest; I aimlessly paced the streets。  Chance led me at
  last to the church of San Lorenzo。  Remembering poor Theobald's
  phrase about Michael Angelo〃He did his best at a venture〃I went
  in and turned my steps to the chapel of the tombs。  Viewing in
  sadness the sadness of its immortal treasures; I fancied; while I
  stood there; that they needed no ampler commentary than these simple
  words。  As I passed through the church again to leave it; a woman;
  turning away from one of the side altars; met me face to face。  The
  black shawl depending from her head draped picturesquely the handsome
  visage of Madonna Serafina。  She stopped as she recognised me; and I
  saw that she wished to speak。  Her eye was bright; and her ample
  bosom heaved in a way that seemed to portend a certain sharpness of
  reproach。  But the expression of my own face; apparently; drew the
  sting from her resentment; and she addressed me in a tone in which
  bitterness was tempered by a sort of dogged resignation。  〃I know it
  was you; now; that separated us;〃 she said。  〃It was a pity he ever
  brought you to see me!  Of course; you couldn't think of me as he
  did。  Well; the Lord gave him; the Lord has taken him。  I have just
  paid for a nine days' mass for his soul。  And I can tell you this;
  signoreI never deceived him。  Who put it into his head that I was
  made to live on holy thoughts and fine phrases?  It was his own
  fancy; and it pleased him to think so。Did he suffer much?〃 she
  added more softly; after a pause。
  〃His sufferings were great; but they were short。〃
  〃And did he speak of me?〃  She had hesitated and dropped her eyes;
  she raised them with her question; and revealed in their sombre
  stillness a gleam of feminine confidence which; for the moment;
  revived and illumined her beauty。  Poor Theobald!  Whatever name he
  had given his passion; it was still her fine eyes that had charmed
  him。
  〃Be contented; madam;〃 I answered; gravely。
  She dropped her eyes again and was silent。  Then exhaling a full rich
  sigh; as she gathered her shawl together〃He was a magnificent
  genius!〃
  I bowed; and we separated。
  Passing through a narrow side street on my way back to my hotel; I
  perceived above a doorway a sign which it seemed to me I had read
  before。  I suddenly remembered that it was identical with the
  superscription of a card that I had carried for an hour in my
  waistcoat pocket。  On the threshold stood the ingenious artist whose
  claims to public favour were thus distinctly signalised; smoking a
  pipe in the evening air; and giving the finishing polish with a bit
  of rag to one of his inimitable 〃combinations。〃  I caught the
  expressive curl of a couple of tails。  He recognised me; removed his
  little red cap with a most obsequious bow; and motioned me to enter
  his studio。  I returned his salute and passed on; vexed with the
  apparition。  For a week afterwards; whenever I was seized among the
  ruins of triumphant Rome with some peculiarly poignant memory of
  Theobald's transcendent illusions and deplorable failure; I seemed to
  hear a fantastic; impertinent murmur; 〃Cats and monkeys; monkeys and
  cats; all human life there!〃
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