第 2 节
作者:丢丢      更新:2021-02-21 11:53      字数:7542
  I slept at last on a straw mattress on the floor among all my
  apparatus。  The money simply flowed away。  I grudged myself
  everything except scientific appliances。  I tried to keep things
  going by a little teaching; but I am not a very good teacher; and
  I have no university degree; nor very much education except in
  chemistry; and I found I had to give a lot of time and labour for
  precious little money。  But I got nearer and nearer the thing。
  Three years ago I settled the problem of the composition of the
  flux; and got near the pressure by putting this flux of mine and a
  certain carbon composition into a closed…up gun…barrel; filling up
  with water; sealing tightly; and heating。〃
  He paused。
  〃Rather risky;〃 said I。
  〃Yes。  It burst; and smashed all my windows and a lot of my
  apparatus; but I got a kind of diamond powder nevertheless。
  Following out the problem of getting a big pressure upon the molten
  mixture from which the things were to crystallise; I hit upon some
  researches of Daubree's at the Paris Laboratorie des Poudres et
  Salpetres。  He exploded dynamite in a tightly screwed steel
  cylinder; too strong to burst; and I found he could crush rocks
  into a muck not unlike the South African bed in which diamonds are
  found。  It was a tremendous strain on my resources; but I got a
  steel cylinder made for my purpose after his pattern。  I put in all
  my stuff and my explosives; built up a fire in my furnace; put the
  whole concern in; andwent out for a walk。〃
  I could not help laughing at his matter…of…fact manner。  〃Did
  you not think it would blow up the house?  Were there other people
  in the place?〃
  〃It was in the interest of science;〃 he said; ultimately。
  〃There was a costermonger family on the floor below; a
  begging…letter writer in the room behind mine; and two flower…women
  were upstairs。  Perhaps it was a bit thoughtless。  But possibly
  some of them were out。
  〃When I came back the thing was just where I left it; among
  the white…hot coals。  The explosive hadn't burst the case。  And
  then I had a problem to face。  You know time is an important
  element in crystallisation。  If you hurry the process the crystals
  are smallit is only by prolonged standing that they grow to any
  size。  I resolved to let this apparatus cool for two years; letting
  the temperature go down slowly during the time。  And I was now
  quite out of money; and with a big fire and the rent of my room; as
  well as my hunger to satisfy; I had scarcely a penny in the world。
  〃I can hardly tell you all the shifts I was put to while I was
  making the diamonds。  I have sold newspapers; held horses; opened
  cab…doors。  For many weeks I addressed envelopes。  I had a place as
  assistant to a man who owned a barrow; and used to call down one
  side of the road while he called down the other。
  〃Once for a week I had absolutely nothing to do; and I begged。
  What a week that was!  One day the fire was going out and I had
  eaten nothing all day; and a little chap taking his girl out; gave
  me sixpenceto show off。  Thank heaven for vanity!  How the
  fish…shops smelt!  But I went and spent it all on coals; and had
  the furnace bright red again; and thenWell; hunger makes a fool
  of a man。
  〃At last; three weeks ago; I let the fire out。  I took my
  cylinder and unscrewed it while it was still so hot that it
  punished my hands; and I scraped out the crumbling lava…like mass
  with a chisel; and hammered it into a powder upon an iron plate。
  And I found three big diamonds and five small ones。  As I sat on
  the floor hammering; my door opened; and my neighbour; the
  begging…letter writer came in。  He was drunkas he usually is。
  〃'Nerchist;' said he。  'You're drunk;' said I。 ''Structive
  scoundrel;' said he。  'Go to your father;' said I; meaning the
  Father of Lies。  'Never you mind;' said he; and gave me a cunning
  wink; and hiccuped; and leaning up against the door; with his other
  eye against the door…post; began to babble of how he had been
  prying in my room; and how he had gone to the police that morning;
  and how they had taken down everything he had to say''siffiwas
  a ge'm;' said he。  Then I suddenly realised I was in a hole。
  Either I should have to tell these police my little secret; and get
  the whole thing blown upon; or be lagged as an Anarchist。  So I
  went up to my neighbour and took him by the collar; and rolled him
  about a bit; and then I gathered up my diamonds and cleared out。
  The evening newspapers called my den the Kentish Town Bomb Factory。
  And now I cannot part with the things for love or money。
  〃If I go in to respectable jewellers they ask me to wait; and
  go and whisper to a clerk to fetch a policeman; and then I say I
  cannot wait。  And I found out a receiver of stolen goods; and he
  simply stuck to the one I gave him and told me to prosecute if I
  wanted it back。  I am going about now with several hundred thousand
  pounds…worth of diamonds round my neck; and without either food or
  shelter。  You are the first person I have taken into my confidence。
  But I like your face and I am hard…driven。〃
  He looked into my eyes。
  〃It would be madness;〃 said I; 〃for me to buy a diamond under
  the circumstances。  Besides; I do not carry hundreds of pounds
  about in my pocket。 Yet I more than half believe your story。  I
  will; if you like; do this: come to my office to…morrow 。 。 。 。 〃
  〃You think I am a thief!〃 said he keenly。  〃You will tell the
  police。  I am not coming into a trap。〃
  〃Somehow I am assured you are no thief。  Here is my card。
  Take that; anyhow。  You need not come to any appointment。  Come
  when you will。〃
  He took the card; and an earnest of my good…will。
  〃Think better of it and come;〃 said I。
  He shook his head doubtfully。  〃I will pay back your
  half…crown with interest some daysuch interest as will amaze
  you;〃 said he。  〃Anyhow; you will keep the secret? 。 。 。 。 Don't
  follow me。〃
  He crossed the road and went into the darkness towards the
  little steps under the archway leading into Essex Street; and I let
  him go。  And that was the last I ever saw of him。
  Afterwards I had two letters from him asking me to send
  bank…notesnot chequesto certain addresses。  I weighed the
  matter over and took what I conceived to be the wisest course。
  Once he called upon me when I was out。  My urchin described him as
  a very thin; dirty; and ragged man; with a dreadful cough。  He left
  no message。  That was the finish of him so far as my story goes。
  I wonder sometimes what has become of him。  Was he an ingenious
  monomaniac; or a fraudulent dealer in pebbles; or has he really
  made diamonds as he asserted?  The latter is just sufficiently
  credible to make me think at times that I have missed the most
  brilliant opportunity of my life。  He may of course be dead; and
  his diamonds carelessly thrown asideone; I repeat; was almost as
  big as my thumb。  Or he may be still wandering about trying to sell
  the things。  It is just possible he may yet emerge upon society;
  and; passing athwart my heavens in the serene altitude sacred to
  the wealthy and the well…advertised; reproach me silently for my
  want of enterprise。  I sometimes think I might at least have risked
  five pounds。