第 8 节
作者:冬恋      更新:2021-04-30 15:53      字数:5871
  again。 In this way we came to the fire。 Unga was at his side on the
  instant。 His lips moved without sound; then he pointed at me; that
  Unga might understand。 And after that he lay in the snow; very
  still; for a long while。 Even now is he there in the snow。
  'I said no word till I had cooked the ptarmigan。 Then I spoke to
  her; in her own tongue; which she had not heard in many years。 She
  straightened herself; so; and her eyes were wonder…wide; and she asked
  who I was; and where I had learned that speech。
  '〃I am Naass;〃 I said。
  '〃You?〃 she said。 〃You?〃 And she crept close that she might look
  upon me。
  '〃Yes;〃 I answered; 〃I am Naass; head man of Akatan; the last of the
  blood; as you are the last of the blood。〃
  'And she laughed。 By all the things I have seen and the deeds I have
  done may I never hear such a laugh again。 It put the chill to my soul;
  sitting there in the White Silence; alone with death and this woman
  who laughed。
  '〃Come!〃 I said; for I thought she wandered。 〃Eat of the food and
  let us be gone。 It is a far fetch from here to Akatan。〃
  'But she shoved her face in his yellow mane; and laughed till it
  seemed the heavens must fall about our ears。 I had thought she would
  be overjoyed at the sight of me; and eager to go back to the memory of
  old times; but this seemed a strange form to take。
  '〃Come!' I cried; taking her strong by the hand。 〃The way is long
  and dark。 Let us hurry!'
  '〃Where?〃 she asked; sitting up; and ceasing from her strange mirth。
  '〃To Akatan;〃 I answered; intent on the light to grow on her face at
  the thought。 But it became like his; with a sneer to the lips; and
  cold anger。
  '〃Yes;' she said; 〃we will go; hand in hand; to Akatan; you and I。
  And we will live in the dirty huts; and eat of the fish and oil; and
  bring forth a spawn… a spawn to be proud of all the days of our
  life。 We will forget the world and be happy; very happy。 It is good;
  most good。 Come! Let us hurry。 Let us go back to Akatan。〃
  'And she ran her hand through his yellow hair; and smiled in a way
  which was not good。 And there was no promise in her eyes。
  'I sat silent; and marveled at the strangeness of woman。 I went back
  to the night when he dragged her from me and she screamed and tore
  at his hair… at his hair which now she played with and would not
  leave。 Then I remembered the price and the long years of waiting;
  and I gripped her close; and dragged her away as he had done。 And
  she held back; even as on that night; and fought like a she…cat for
  its whelp。 And when the fire was between us and the man。 I loosed her;
  and she sat and listened。 And I told her of all that lay between; of
  all that had happened to me on strange seas; of all that I had done in
  strange lands; of my weary quest; and the hungry years; and the
  promise which had been mine from the first。 Aye; I told all; even to
  what had passed that day between the man and me; and in the days yet
  young。 And as I spoke I saw the promise grow in her eyes; full and
  large like the break of dawn。 And I read pity there; the tenderness of
  woman; the love; the heart and the soul of Unga。 And I was a stripling
  again; for the look was the look of Unga as she ran up the beach;
  laughing; to the home of her mother。 The stern unrest was gone; and
  the hunger; and the weary waiting。 The time was met。 I felt the call
  of her breast; and it seemed there I must pillow my head and forget。
  She opened her arms to me; and I came against her。 Then; sudden; the
  hate flamed in her eye; her hand was at my hip。 And once; twice; she
  passed the knife。
  '〃Dog!〃 she sneered; as she flung me into the snow。 〃Swine!〃 And
  then she laughed till the silence cracked; and went back to her dead。
  'As I say; once she passed the knife; and twice; but she was weak
  with hunger; and it was not meant that I should die。 Yet was I
  minded to stay in that place; and to close my eyes in the last long
  sleep with those whose lives had crossed with mine and led my feet
  on unknown trails。 But there lay a debt upon me which would not let me
  rest。
  'And the way was long; the cold bitter; and there was little grub。
  The Pellys had found no moose; and had robbed my cache。 And so had the
  three white men; but they lay thin and dead in their cabins as I
  passed。 After that I do not remember; till I came here; and found food
  and fire… much fire。'
  As he finished; he crouched closely; even jealously; over the stove。
  For a long while the slush…lamp shadows played tragedies upon the
  wall。
  'But Unga!' cried Prince; the vision still strong upon him。
  'Unga? She would not eat of the ptarmigan。 She lay with her arms
  about his neck; her face deep in his yellow hair。 I drew the fire
  close; that she might not feel the frost; but she crept to the other
  side。 And I built a fire there; yet it was little good; for she
  would not eat。 And in this manner they still lie up there in the
  snow。'
  'And you?' asked Malemute Kid。
  'I do not know; but Akatan is small; and I have little wish to go
  back and live on the edge of the world。 Yet is there small use in
  life。 I can go to Constantine; and he will put irons upon me; and
  one day they will tie a piece of rope; so; and I will sleep good。 Yet…
  no; I do not know。'
  'But; Kid;' protested Prince; 'this is murder!'
  'Hush!' commanded Malemute Kid。 'There be things greater than our
  wisdom; beyond our justice。 The right and the wrong of this we
  cannot say; and it is not for us to judge。'
  Naass drew yet closer to the fire。 There was a great silence; and in
  each man's eyes many pictures came and went。
  THE END